If I’m actually excited about finding a bunch of mash-ups of Fall Out Boy and rap does that make me a faggot?
I think I’m a faggot.
Smoked again last night.
I really need to quit soon for co-op, but I’ve decided I have until the end of January.
However, I did exactly what I do every time I get high: Eat 1000 calories worth of food in an hour.
Seriously, once I stop smoking weed I don’t know how I’m going to get 2000 calories a day.
Although having most of those calories be from ice cream and other junk doesn’t sound good either.
I am giving up all drugs for a while though, I really fucked myself last weekend, and while that was what I was going for, I did it a bit too well.
Walk of shames suck.
They suck more when it’s cold.
They suck even more when it’s snowy.
I’m seriously not leaving my apartment.
It’s just going to be my bong and I and Netflix.
Come over if you want weed and food.
Spending Friday playing Final Fantasy 13 and watching Se7en.
Apparently it was a huge influence for Heavy Rain, so I’m surprised I haven’t seen it yet.
I just ate the most delicious sandwich.
I’m not even stoned, and it was so good.
Muenster cheese is where it’s at, fuck swiss and cheddar and all that shit.
It’s actually totally worth the effort to go grocery shopping so I can eat something other than pasta and veggie burgers.
GPOY “I hate not sleeping” edition.
Another night spent wide awake for no apparent reason. At least I got a ton of work done and can literally do nothing besides physically be in class until Wednesday.
In an unrelated note, I’m not sure if the grey/white thing is working for my sweater vest/shirt combo and Alan isn’t here to tell me if I look weird. I’m seriously the world’s worst gay guy. I should change.
next year when my beautiful dark twisted fantasy is running show at the grammys
Basically.
Reblogging from myself because I am so beyond excited for MBDTF and Watch the Throne to win everything.
Bitching.
This weekend is probably my last big drug binge for a while. Considering I’m going to candy flip (Molly and LSD, should be a fun time), plus smoke a shitton of weed, I think my body deserves a break.
I just hope my rolling and tripping ass says no to the Ketamine that’s going to be at the party. I’ve heard too many horror stories about K-holes for me to be comfortable with putting myself in that mindset while on other drugs, or just in general. I always say I’ll try anything once, so I’ll probably eventually give K a shot, but I don’t feel ready yet, and I have no desire to do so.
I’ll probably keep smoking the herb until I have to quit at the end of February, but I think limiting my exposure to other drugs (except the occasional psychedelic, maybe, if I get good grades) could be healthy. This includes booze, my worst decisions are made when I’m drunk. I truly enjoy rolling, and also being a nice drunk, but these drugs are at minimum not great for my body, and I really have no excuse to use them when I can get just as much enjoyment from an eighth of weed or a tab or two of acid.
Drugs are fun and interesting, they’re a great way to connect with people and they bring excitement to boring activities. However, I don’t want to be the “druggie kid.” I used to be involved in so many things, and while it’s understandable that I grew away from drama club and such as I matured, I still miss the people I would meet. Honestly, I should try and date again, it’ll give me something to do other than smoke pot and read books, but I’m still not sure monogamy is my thing, and I don’t want to test that with someone I care about.
Meh, I should go to bed, I have class tomorrow. Goodnight.
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